i feel like shiv roy s04, ep04

tfw you’re down horrendous

i’m fine, but in many ways, at my nadir…

i’m not working out, or eating right, or doing the things that i love. i’m just doing what i can to survive. in my kush & miller lite era, but would love for it to end, along with swiping/going on dates from hinge.

i’m fine but mentally i’m down as bad as shiv in s04, ep04.

i shouldn’t be still be single.

i shouldn’t be renting.

i shouldn’t long for the past.

i’m fine but tbh, life rn is nothing like i thought it’d be. which rules, bc in many ways it’s only up from here…or not…who knows…time will tell 🤷🏾‍♂️